Dissapointed....

Finally i know how dissapointment works...i dun really put hope towards it...as i ade have the answer in my heart...but deep down in my heart how i wish miracle will happen n the answer will b different...how i wish all things won't turn out like this...my heart felt so pain...really pain...i cry....ya i cry...wenby is crying...God do u hear...my heart really really painful...plz take that away...i almost cannot take it ade....

I ade try my best to pretend that i'm ok, that i'm happy, that i'm taugh enuf to face all things...smile n al things will settle...but the real side is all this can't work anymore....i felt so terrible....i dunno wat to do....I know this post will hurt a lot of ppl whom care n love me...sorry...i try my best but i can't....not that i dun wan to tell all of u...is bcause i dunno how to tell u guys....i know u all felt superb dissapointed wf me....

All i can say is pls stay wf me n dun question me....i know all of u love me a lot n all this r for my own good....but i really not ready to tell n my heart really in down moment.....God, pls tell me wat can i do to make this all over....

Everything happen for a reason...be happy....

I have a very funny God....things always happen to me when i least expected...but i believe everything happen for a reason....watever i have to face now may b i felt is not good...is superb terrible...but i believe it will turn out to b something good....

I'll continue my journey well...n finish my story....although i have done somthing stupid o rebel along my journey....but i have learn a lot....may b i might take my life time to face the reality of all this but at least i cherish wat i have now n wat i going to have.....

forget wat is bad n only remember the sweet memory....move on...i believe i able to make it...u all will support me right?? hahaha....i know that at least God will....

My House...

No doubt i have a very nice place to stay now...here got everything i need...nice view, good enviroment, nice housemate....nice roomate....but only got 1 problem...which is too ex ade...n my parent n those who lov me a lot need to pay a big sum for me every month so that i able to continue to stay here...i realize is hard for them so i have to move out.....

i went to search a new place to stay togather wf my roomate...hamnah, pekaka, housing area, desa airmas, ivory....N-park, E-park....n a lot a lot more...none of it we like as much as we like our house now.....so how...wat to do?? any1 got any idea, suggestion?? God help me.....

Really felt heavy hearted to move out...but have to....how? wat can i do to stay on? everyday i cross my 10 little finger to pray so that i will find a way to solve.....really pray that i able to find a solution soon.....

Happy 'Birth' Day...

Is one of my housemate b'day today...whom i call uncle sadat...dun misunderstand ya...call him uncle not bcause he old ade k..he only 25 years old nia....he is a superb nice guy...hahahaha...so happy b'day ya uncle...

Birth day is one of a special day for a person...where this is a special day of urs n may b it is special for ur family members too, who lov u a lot...when u grow up may b this bcom a day where ur love ones need to remember...when u gets older this becom a day where even ur children need to remember...as u gets older this become a day where cause ur family to get togather.....

some ppl like to celebrate b'day, while some ppl dun....as u can c some ppl can even held his o her b'day like a big event...hehe...no offends ya...some ppl b'day no1 knows bt it.....no1 care bt it.....

niway i jus wan to let u all know that there are at least 2 ppl was happy during ur birth day....which is the1 who gv birth to u...n the 1 who gv u life...so this is really a special day...cherish it o....therefore i would like to wish every1 whose b'day is past, now n coming...happy Birth day....may God bless u in this special day of urs...may the blessing b with u forever....Blessed B....

Welcome to my world....

always read other ppl blog...and always kena blog by ppl...is time for me to write my own....

recently very very busy....a lot of thing stuck in my head...dunno who to tell, dunno how to express...one n only person understand this well will b the big guy up there....

therefore, i decided to create this blog n started to share my world wf all of u out there...